disappointment...

it's amazing how everything u try to do to try to help someone, they still find a way to go against everything you say.

i'm beginning to think that the only way people in this world learn is to make that mistake. u can't warn people, or teach them big life lessons through word of mouth. no matter how painful it may be or unnecessary it may seem; i think everyone needs to go through these things in order to grow.

i guess it is true: actions speak louder than words

and i'm just disappointed that this is how humanity works. i've been subject to it myself and i guess mistakes are made for you to learn (if you learn from them at all).

despite whatever i tell anyone nobody ever listens and instead just goes on and make the mistake. i find that it's the only way ppl learn; is to let them go through the pain. i think i'm gonna stop trying to save ppl from feeling that pain and instead just let them go through it because trying to save them beforehand doesn't work and all i'm left with is sleepless nights of not playing video games or doing something progressive in my life. rather i should just be there to comfort after the pain has hit than waste my efforts in trying to prevent the pain from occuring. it's inevitable, and the only way a child learns to not touch a hot iron is to touch it once then hopefully he/she will never touch it again. i really should learn that this is just how thing's go. despite how hard u want to warn people that this is how it's going to end up, people just need to see it through for themselves; and i mistakenly think there's a way to help save them from feeling that pain and i waste countless hours of sleep trying to prevent the tragedy.

ironically, that's a mistake i constantly make and never learn from...

so maybe, i'm just disappointed in myself