i think i'm going crazy

From my fav photos

these last few weeks.... well more like.... ever since i came back, i feel like i'm starting to lose it.

everything seems to be slipping away and i think I barely have a grip on anything that means something to me in my life...

i guess the sleep deprivation hasn't been helping much. i've been sleeping at 5am and waking up at 9/10am lately. it's kinda sad that i work both San Jose work hours and Malaysia work hours on the same day... i think my body's really jetlagged and refuses to switch back...

i would really like to sleep for like... 10 hours uninterrupted... yes, a night like that would be so awesome for me right now