man. yesterday sucked. it suckedso much i had a hard time sleeping last night even tho i m a little sick. i needed some sleeping aids to help me sleep and even then i slept from only 11:30 to 2:30. i had a few bad dreams last night. one was reliving the game and another involved our puppy crying. both made me wake up feeling very sad.
i finally managed to fall back asleep at 5:30 after lena woke up and comforted me along with ella who proceeded to kiss my whole face to make me feel better. woke up at 7:30 with the images still in my head. nothing i can do about it now. i wish it didnt end like the way it did but it did. i understand someone had to win but losing off a mistake really hurts.
gonna b a hard one to swalow and as of right now the football season is over for me. not even gonna watch superbowl. i dont think its possible to have neither team win but i have never wanted either team in the superbowl to equally lose as much as this year.
i leave my football season with a quote from batman begins:
"why do we fall? so we can learn to pick ourselves back up again."
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