Losing myself

I think I m losing a piece of myself every day. I thought I was getting better but it in actuality it keeps getting worse. I don't have an outlet. I don't have a means to get this anger out of me. The frustration just fuels the fire and mixed with the pain it just leads down a very dark path.

Just be a decent human being. How hard is that for people to understand. Where do people go and get the idea that if it's happy on their end then it was the right thing to do.

I guess I am battled with trying to stay within myself or stoop to their indecency. I realized I am not a good person. Far from it actually.

I just don't know what to do anymore.