thought bubble?

what's going through your head right now? what are you thinking of? if i had a penny for your thoughts, would you do me the pleasure of sharing it with me?

this is a question that is easy to ask, yet so difficult to answer... why? because what REALLY is going on in my head is something not easy to answer. i even have difficulties trying to write what's going through my head at this very moment.

when the question was asked to me, for a brief moment i was actually caught off guard. the thought running through my head at that moment was perhaps too personal; or perhaps i was too scared to actually say what was going through my head at that moment; or maybe it was one of those fleeting thoughts that just seem to whizz by your mind, too unimportant to register into real thoughts.

whatever the reason was, i could not answer the question completely.

if someone asked you that question, do you say what was in your mind before the question was asked, or the first thing that comes to your mind after it was asked? most of the time, what was running through my head before the question was asked (if i was in deep thought) would be too personal / embarassing to reveal, so instead i resort to the first thing that comes to mind. more often than not, it's something very random, superficial, and often times, stupid.


maybe i should be more truthful...

i still have yet to talk about hypocrisy. i don't know why i'm up this late right now. i should be sleeping seeing as how it's only the middle of the work week. tomorrow at work is gonna be exhausting, then again since thursday of last week i've been sleeping at around 2am or later. yeah, it feels like college all over again.