this weird feeling has come over to me... today of all mondays is probably the one monday i dread the most... it's the first day you know your home is completely left alone after a vandalism has taken place right outside your home...
over the weekend i went to great lengths to rekey the entire house and change all the programs on my alarms, and even then i don't feel completely confident about leaving my house alone.
your house is your castle. your sanctuary. it's a little hard to believe that i've owned it for almost 2 years now and other than when my ex moved out, i've never felt more afraid of something happening at home. i can't find my spare house key which is what prompted me to change everything but the thought that if the perpetrators do in fact have my spare key, then they will at least try. who knows what can happen from there.
i worry because of Ella as well. i left her in my room this time in case if my alarm goes off. she was home once when my alarm did go off and it scared her to death because of how loud it is that now everytime i press buttons on the alarm or a smoke detector goes off she is immediately crying and her eyes start to tear up. she's traumatized by the event, as am i about what happened over the weekend. i think i'm going to go home at lunch or something.... who knows.... right now everything just doesn't sit well with me...
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